Yep I did it again. First I cut off my finger tip then I burned my arm on a hot pan. Man I hate being a klutz. I cut the middle finger on my right hand. So it's like I'm flipping everybody off, but I'm not, it's kinda funny, but I have a hard time writing, especially doing the orders at work. Go figure.
Saw my doctor and she insisted on a tenuous shot. The nurse was ever so helpful, said it's a big needle and it's gonna hurt. I must say she was right. My poor arm was sore for about 3 days.

This doesn't include my trip to the ER last month. That was for a torn muscle in my left side.



Upside I've got Supernatural S4 and Leverage S1 pre-ordered.

The movie is available for pre-order for April 18.

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Thought I'd post this for those of us who don't have a blockbuster video anywhere near them. I think the nearest one for me is about 90 miles away.
I'm mad at blockbuster anyway, I had email them about TIH and they never responded to my email.

Okay so I was wondering if anybody else noticed what was said in the conversation between Sam & Ruby in the Motel room.

The comment from Ruby saying that Sam didn't want Dean to go all torture master again. How would she know this if Sam hadn't told her. This would mean that Sam betrayed Dean's confidence by telling Ruby.(I don't think that will make Dean Happy when he finds that out among other things) I truly believe that if Ruby had known from the moment she came back into Sam's life she would have said something after the angels brought Dean back.

As far as I could tell the only ones that knew what was happening with/to Dean during his time down under were the angels and the demons involved ie..Lilith and Alastair and probably some of the higher up demons.

While I don't think that this Azazel's end game I do believe that it is Lilith's. I truly believe that Alastair was lying about John not breaking. Nobody is that strong. It was Azazel that wanted John not Lilith she wanted Dean. I was thinking(dangerous I know) that if she had both the Winchester boys where she wanted them, Dean eventually turning full on demon and Sam totally going
dark side that she would have the upper hand for the upcoming appocalypse. Both boy's are forces to reckened with especially when they are working together.

Okay I sort of got off track there, but if I were Dean I would feel totally betrayed by him telling Ruby. If I told my younger sister something like that I would like to think that she wouldn't tell anybody. I would be very difficult to trust her again if she did tell someone else. I'm kinda thinking it might be sort of the same scenerio with Dean and Sam.


Just wondering if anyone else noticed this. I just ask that there is no bashing each other everyone is entitled to their own opinions. Thanks. :)

USE THE 1ST LETTER OF YOUR NAME TO ANSWER EACH OF THE FOLLOWING
QUESTIONS.
THEY HAVE TO BE REAL PLACES, NAMES,THINGS.NOTHING MADE UP! TRY TO USE
DIFFERENT ANSWERS IF THE PERSON IN FRONT OF YOU HAD THE SAME 1ST
INITIAL.
YOU CAN'T USE YOUR NAME FOR THE BOY/GIRL NAME QUESTION.

1. What is your name: Patsy

2. A 4 letter word: Pint

3. A boy's name: Peter

4. A girl's name: Paula

5. An occupation: Pilot

6. A color: Purple

7. Something you wear: Purple socks (only when it's close to laundry day) Hee

8. A Beverage: Pepsi

9. Something found in a bathroom: Pills (Couldn't think of anything else)

10. A place: Paris

11. Something you shout: Hmm...nothing that starts with a "P"

I'm still In shock from the news of Kim's passing.

My thoughts, prayers and heart goes out to his family and friends.

You will be dearly missed. We all have lost a great man whose talent will continue to live for years to come.

May you rest in peace Kim. You'll always be in the hearts of those that you touched.

Boss man came by at work today, gave me a big hug. I had asked him how's he doing, he said probably better than you right now. Him and boss lady know what I' going through, boss lady's mom and brother are not doing so well right now. I let him know that mom was home(her ashes) and when dad's ready he'll scatter them on the beach.

Went with my dad to the social security office when I got off work. We were actually shocked that when they called our number right away. He has to do a phone interview next Friday to get the death benifits for mom.


My best friend from school(since 1st grade) sent an email saying that she would never forget my mom, always thought she was alot of fun and thought of her as a second mom. I feel the same about her mom too. The 2 of us were inseperable when we were growing up. We were sometimes refered to as the golddust twins .

Okay I know it's been forever and a day since I've been on my LJ page. Real Life just keeps getting in the way.

Since April things have been going downhill yet again.. My boss lost his mom and a friend from work lost his dad the same day. Needless to say it was very sad at work. I only had 1 day off in May so I was dog tired. Things were going okay for a while until I had to make a trip to the ER the first part of July. I swear the doctors in small towns throughly suck. At least they do in this tow. My left leg had been swollen from the knee dow(hurt to walk. but I was still working) they did an ultra sound and said that it was retaining fluid and bascially patted me on the head and sent me home. Ka Ching they want over $1300. Only I had to go back to the ER a week later. I'd take 1 step and be in tears. It was a Friday morning that I called worked and told them I was not coming in(me the person who has not called in sick the 5 years I've working there) because I was going back to the ER. I woke up that morning and the whole leg was purple. It was so bad I swollen all the way up the hip. They did several blood tests and what not told me to wear compression socks, Hello takes 2 people to get those things on and I live alone. They started giving me shoots in the stomach to thin my in case I had a blod clot, which they ruled uot the week before when I was there. They had me go into the ER everyday for 5 or 6 days to get these shots in my staomach(looked like a war zone) They finally decided to do another ultra sound and low and behold they missed the blood clot. I was in so much pain, and living in an upstairs apartment is a killer having to leave every morning to go into the hospital. I was off work almost 4 weeks. They had me on Vicodin, Prececet, 800mg Ibuprophen, water pills and a blood thinner. I didn't even touch my computer during that time. I'm still trying to play catch- up.

The leg is still swollen but it's going down ever so slowly.

During the month of August my mom was not feeling well. She kept refusing to go to the doctors until she was in so much pain that she agreed to let dad take her. She was there for over 2 weeks, they put her in an Isolation room in the ER, she had some kind of rash and they didn't know if it was contagios(sp). While there they did exporatory surgery and found they she still had cancer and that it was missed the first time when they did the surgery. They tried talking her into doing the kemo but she refused, Dad and I agreed it was her choice. They said that there wasn't anymore they could do for her.

Dad told me about 3 weeks ago that they gave mom 6 months to a year. So I get in contact with my sister and my son(sent him an email to call me). My sister came up from Nevada for a day so she could see mom.

David(my son)calls me on his 18th birthday(Oct 19), told him what the doctors said and that I wished that he had called sooner because I didn;t want to have to tell him that on his birthday. I was at Mom and Dads on that Tuesday the 21st(my Birthday) to look after mom because dad had to go to town to get some bills paid.

Wendsday the 22nd at 10 pm my dad called and said that mom had passed away. Dad came and got me(I can't drive because I'm prone to blackouts) around 11pm after the cops, mortician and everbody left. I stayed up all night with him. We've both been on a roller coaster.

I called my sister and my son to let them know. My son was here last weekend my sister will be here this weekend. Dad asked about David graduating from High School this year and he tottally broke down,I did too, poor David had tears in his eyes he's never seen his grandpa cry before. It hurt all of us Mom had always talked about seeing David gradute and that she wanted to be there. She talked about that siince the day he was born. When my sister called last night I told her that and she said that we would all be there and that mom would be there with us as well.

Mom told dad she didn't want a service and that she wanted to be creamated, Dad and I made all those arrangements last Friday.

Dad got mom's ashes back today, I asked if he wanted me to go with but he said that he would be okay.

My co-workers have been great not only to me but to my dad as well. I so apprieciate(sp) them for that. The boss lady talked to me and she said that all my co-workers love me and that their all family too, I told her Yeah I know, because they are. They sent Dad and I flowers and I just lost it the flowers were mom's favorite colors lavenders and purples.

I need to go before my keyboard short ciruits from me crying again.

On the upside my mom is doing much better after 2 major surgeries, doc says shes cancer free, still has to go in for follow ups to make sure it doesn't come back.  So hopefully mom won't flake out and stop going to the doctors.    My sister however has pretty much shut herself off she's not doing things she should be doing.  I know that she's drinking too much and theres not a lot any of can do, she too stubborn and she refuses to listen to anybody.  Of course she's always been stubborn. 

On the upside the new owners had a Luau at work which was really nice took my parents and my son.  I mean how often is it that your bosses cook for you.  Tee Hee.  The new owners are very nice, and they pretty much let me set my own schedule.  Which is nice, because working six days a week gets a little rough this time of year.  Been working there for 4 years now.  This is our busiest time of the year.  We have the 4th of July and Ocean Fest in July . Right now we've got Dune Fest going at the end of the month we have Kool Koastal Nights,  thats when we have a car show right outside of work and they have the burn-outs at  night.

Last week I fell at work, the floor had just been mopped up(Iknew that it had been) and here I come not paying attention and down I go.  Messed up my left side pretty good.  My shoulder has been sore.  My leg is worse, It bruised from the knee all the way past my ankle.  Only thing that concerns me is that part of my leg is red, don't know what going on there.  But at least I can laugh it off at work, I tell them that I'm limping as fast as I can.   I've been wearing knee braces on both knees for a couple of years as I can't afford health issurance.   Hopefully one of these days I'll be able to afford it.

I called my sister the other night to see how she's holding up.  We were on the phone for about 3 hours.  Good thing we have free minutes between us.  She told me that they are having a tribute for her late husband on June 27 in Bakersfield.  He was very well known musicain there.  He had given me copies of all the CD's that he had made, even gave me a rough cut CD and autographed it.(never gonna let that go).  He also gave my son some of his Cd's. My sister will be going there for that, unfortunatley I can't take off from work right now as we are now entering our busy season( I swear working 6 days a week is gonna kill me one day).  According to my sister they are going to play some of his CD's at the tribute, she also said that he had wanted to do a greatest hits CD which she said she will still do for him.  Probably include the song he wrote and sang for their wedding, which was a very casual affair as it was on the beach and most of us were wearing jeans. :) 

Mom talked to her last night and the plans have changed as to when she's gonna be up this way to spread his ashes, looks like it's going to be October now.  I was glad that I could get he to laugh, somehow I've always managed to get her to do that, we always get onto these totally obsucre subjects, she was trying to remember what Scott(her husband) had named a spider in his bathroom, which is funny in an ironic way as she has always beem terrified of spiders, always came running to me or dad when she saw one and we would have to kill it for her, anyway she finally remembered the name of said spider, It's Grover and she don't know where he is now, not that she's happy about that one at least before it stayed in the bathroom.  She's got her cats to keep her company at night which is good and she's back to work so that helps keep her occupied during the days.  She was suppose to get Scott's ashes back Monday, don't know what's taken so long to cremate thet poor man, he died Memorial Day weekend. 

My Mom has started a second round of radiation treatments, she had been refussing to do so for quite a while, the cancer center kept calling her and telling her that she need to do it.  Dad, my sister and I were all telling her to get in there and do it that theier is a reason the doctors are telling you to do this procedure.  Her excuse was the bills, insurance will cover most of that we told her but then she says the cancer center is a reallly sad place, can't argue that but she still needs to have it done.  This procedure is once a week for 3 weeks, she just had the first treatment yesterday.  She seemed fine today we I saw her after work. She was in good spirits.

I've had way  too much stress and heartcahe.  Since October I've had 1 cousin die another cousin missing presumed dead and yet a third cousin told to get his affairs in order cause he doesn't have much time left because of whatever he got when he was in Desert Storm.  Then my Grandma falls down in her home and nobody finds her for a day and a half, she made it she spent a week in the hospital now she is in a long term nurseing home.  My parents get back from taking care of things for my grandma and then my mom has a heart attack , we all spend Thanksgiving in the hospital, the day after Thanksgiving she has a 4 way bi-pass.  She made it through the surgery with no problems. Thank goodness.  Then in Januray my mom is  told that she has uterian cancer.  She has the surgery the first week in Februray she came through that  surgery just fine too and again thank goodness.  The place I work at got sold , that was stressful in of itself as none of us didn't know if we would still have jobs, but that did work out and the new owners gace me a nice raise. Very Good there.  Two months ago  the doctors gave my brother-in-law 2-3 years to live, this past Friday my brother-in-law was life lited to the hospital and on life support,  doctors told my sister that he was brain dead and waited until his brothers got there to termiate life support.  They terminated life support at 11PM and he died at 11:30 PM.  My sister will spread his ashes on their 1st anniversary.

Okay,  for starters I don't know anything about  creating stuff or uploading and since I have a dinosaur for a computer  I'm happy it still works when I boot it up.  Gotta seriously save up for a new computer as this one I'm on still runs on Windows 98SE.  Told ya it was a dinosaur.  That and most days I'm too tired to try and figure out how to get back something that I was told by my co-worker toldme to unistall.  He said I didn't need it, yeah right now I can't even save pics on my comp anymore.  Shouldn't have listened especially after working 26 days in row.