Boss man came by at work today, gave me a big hug. I had asked him how's he doing, he said probably better than you right now. Him and boss lady know what I' going through, boss lady's mom and brother are not doing so well right now. I let him know that mom was home(her ashes) and when dad's ready he'll scatter them on the beach.

Went with my dad to the social security office when I got off work. We were actually shocked that when they called our number right away. He has to do a phone interview next Friday to get the death benifits for mom.


My best friend from school(since 1st grade) sent an email saying that she would never forget my mom, always thought she was alot of fun and thought of her as a second mom. I feel the same about her mom too. The 2 of us were inseperable when we were growing up. We were sometimes refered to as the golddust twins .